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I am constantly laughing at myself when I try to ‘figure out the next step’ as since I am also constantly asking for my highest good and allowing what is not, to fall away, most of my concern and pondering is useless–as when the moment has arrived and I am in surrender mode–the most perfect next step or desire falls into my lap far beyond anything I could have imagined! And I say this remembering how I came to be writing to you right now in this beautiful flat overlooking Assisi, Italy.

I will keep my words short–but remember, ‘Be Here Now’, let go of the stress and worry of your life offering it up to Divine Source to handle. Focus on opening your heart and/or focusing on the joys that are in your life. Don’t waste the ‘mixing of the divine potion for the moment’ to be stopped by fear, anger, worry–throw those thoughts to your Creator and go for a walk, notice something wonderful but don’t allow them to be the energy that is mixed into the potion of your miracles–allow for the miracles that were intended for you to be realized. Stop poisoning the future. Just try to stay in a constant state of Gratitude to allow the unfolding of fifth dimensional energy shift that is taking place on the planet. In 2012 we can be under the wave or riding on top–the choice is ours. 

To become the “I AM” one must know who the “I AM” is.

One day I shall stand in the complete knowing of the truth to those two words, “I Am” and every cell within my being will resonate and vibrate to that song, and in that instant there will be no separation between you and I or God and I, and that will be a very great moment. “A Holy Instant.”

How has it been getting to this point of understanding? A wild ride! And I deeply thank all those that have been on it with me! Without their willingness to keep ‘showing up’ I could not have gone so deeply. (Of course there are no ‘they’ anyway.) But this time all I can say is that I have recalled Belinda’s words hundreds of times from that point to this, and I knew, “This too shall pass,” and I also knew that each time I would open to a higher state of consciousness. Or perhaps a better way to view it would be–a deeper state of self-realization. A clearer connection to “All.”

To walk in oneness is to walk in the circle, to fully understand that there is no linear time line. ‘Time’ is a circle, and we keep running into ourselves. And each time we run into an aspect of our self we either reject it, or we recognize it. If we embrace that part of self, and become one with it, the old ‘dark’ energy or ‘veiled’ part of self is transmuted into light, and that light becomes one within us, it increases our ‘wattage’ and increases our capacity to reconnect to God-Self. For example, lets pretend that we came with 1,000 watts of energy, and as ‘time’ went by our power diminished as we gave it away to false beliefs, which included fear, anger, blame, and the victim wounded parts of self–’out there’–keeping them alive. And presenting themselves in the circle of ‘time’ called life. So of course we feel powerless in the ‘world’ swirling around us, we are, because we have given most of our power to false beliefs. Now if we want our power back, we must recognize the ‘dark’ parts of self that we originally gave it to, and claim it back. Now of course the catch is this; one has to recognize the ‘darkness’ as aspects of themselves, and then they must ACCEPT and LOVE those aspects of Self, in order to claim the power back–one must recognize ‘it’ as ‘them.’

But in order to fully accept this part of self, we often have to come around to it again later, Most of us do no recognize the rejected parts of self the first time around, nor the second, nor the 100th… If we choose not to embrace the aspect of self that is presented to us at that junction of ‘time’ we can push it or them away, and learn as little or as much as thy can comprehend leaving the ‘unacceptable’ parts of Self for the next go-around. It is just a circle we travel upon, a circle of Self, so know you will run into yourself again and again and again. So as I said in my book, Cravings of the Soul, “I can do it now, or later, it doesn’t matter, but I will have to do it in order to come into oneness with God-Self, with God, so I might as well do it now,” or something to that effect. But that is the truth, because everything must return to it’s original source of creation-and that is why karma ‘is’, that is why “What you reap is what you sow,” ‘is’. Everything MUST come back to its original source. So I say, Do it now, why wait for later? (easier said than done)

As always, I will be tested on my written word. So, if I recognize YOU by ‘your faults’ and anything other than an aspect of myself, then I do not recognize nor fully accept myself, and I cannot recognize God. There can be no blame, no hate, nor victim, to KNOW God–to be as God.
(Of course when we recognize the goodness in others, we are recognizing the goodness in our self.)

It has not been easy–but it has been worth every single heartache, because another ray of bliss waits within any given issue.

Adonai